If only we could see God as the faithful God He is. In all that He has said and all that He has already written in His word.
Speak life back to the ONLY God, praise Him for his goodness:
I need you more than I can understand and even though I could not see your goodness and everything you already planned for me. Your ways are higher than mine Lord. Your goodness is more than what I can even hold within me. You purify me from the wickedness that has corrupted my body, You have cleansed me, and placed a new heart in me, and gave me a song that I meditate on all day. The devil puts the “if only’s” in my mind because of my faults, but my GOD you tell me that everything has been covered, keep walking because I am fearfully and wonderfully made. The “If only” sometimes comes back up, then I call upon my God who is my shield and my glory, and the lifter up of mine head. Lord your goodness exceeds all, and I can’t even imagine why I have a love like this from you, but It is a feeling that I strive to understand more each day. I spoke with my Lord, and He knew exactly what I needed, and so He placed His hand over my heart. He covered me with His wings, He filled my cup until it ran over. He shined His light on me, while I walked through the wilderness. I was finally healed by His stripes. If only came up again but I told it, I will not fear for the Lord, my God is with me wherever I go.